It would be so easy to just blend in, to be anonymous, to fade into the world without a care.
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like to just happily bounce around. You could wake up each day and say,"Eat drink, and be merry, what happens...happens."
But, you can't be anonymous in this life. When you believe in things, things that you know are truth, then life is a constant effort.
You have to wake up each day and stay focused, teach your children, be consistent, find solutions, defend yourself, look further, search more, study more, pray more, and continue on a path of belief that seems bigger than you are.
But, I wouldn't have it any other way.
At the end of each day there is purpose, and peace.
You can't have that if you just blend in.